Oh my August..

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Erm..hanya saya sendiri yang faham apa yang saya rasa.Bila rindu..i can't controll myself. Tears fall down,.again and again. If this what we call as a love..it's hurt me. It hurt my feeling. I really love him..and keep missing him when he's not around. Texting..but sometimes..line problem. God give me the best man that I wish will love me like I do. I want a guy that can teach me what is right and what is wrong. Spancer, I wish u know that u r truly deeply mean to me. U are my life now. Once u leave me, I am nothing. . This guy changed me a lot.. I've been matured and I'm starting to think what is life and what is love. Be my future and I'll be yours.. I really hope that God hear my prayer syg, I want the blessing from HIM to be sure that we are mean together. I give u my life..since u ask me to be ur gf..and right know..all is yours..my life and my future. Oh my God..I always pretend that I am OK,but the truth is..I'm weak when you are not with me. 6 days before our 4^th anniversary, how I wish you will be here on our special day. But that is what I call as impossible. You always leave me..but I have to face it because that is your job and I have to understanf your own responsibility.From year to year..but the tears still falling down when I miss u sweetheart. I miss u..

Oh Monday ;'(

Monday datang lagi. What a day. Dalam banyak2 hari..Isnin lh hari paling bosan. In other word, lazy day. Ups! Tapi kenyataan bah tu.

A lot of work to do today..and the schedule keep changing from time to time.. SUPER DUPER UNLIKE. ,not even today..but for the rest of day as a GPS Monitor..keep monitoring..how I wish I can't keep my eyes of you baby..hehehe..
Job is still job.. dont ever try to run from it..no job, no money.. that's the truth. OK. Saya akan rajin kerja hari ini. 

As a reminder to myself.. today all of Dejavu di Kinabalu fans will get the answer.. so who gonna win Nadira heart.I wish Nadira will be Ammar's. I love Ammar character's . Romantic and loving man. ^^
12 hours to go before the finale... too excited !!  

Sulung vs Bongsu (Mr. Summer & Mrs. Winter)

SULUNG + BONGSU = Pasangan Bahagia (Spancer vs Nancy) amen... :)

Pasangan yg ideal dan saling tertarik antara satu sama lain. Anak sulung mengajar perkara2 yg berkaitan dengan prinsip hidup dan rancangan masa depan. Sementara anak bongsu membantu pasangan untuk lebih santai dalam menghadapi hidup.Kebahagiaan dalam perkahwinan bukan “dilahirkan” tetapi “diciptakan”.

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Harap nya betul lh tu..I just tried to control myself..selalu cari pasal..nasib dia sabar dalam melayan karenah I yang selalu tak betul nie. God..thankz for giving me the best man in the world!!

24th July 2012

sick leave..bpanas tidak, berhujan pn tidak. Suddenly sakit. Gastritis and Vomitting..kecian. Terpaksa on leave. Padan muka. Siapa suruh tak jaga makan. Huhuhu.

So mem, belajar dari kesilapan..jaga makan 2.

List makanan dan minuman yang doktor tak suruh aku makan dan minum..

-kopi

-teh

-air bergas

-makanan yang masam dan pedas 

Favourite dan jadi silence killer plak..erm..

erm..terbaik, doktor pesan minum susu. Yeuw! Totally disliked.

Hari ini dah turun kerja..smalam bukan main sakit lgi.. tpi dada tu skit lh juga..kesan dari muntah semalam lh tu.

Harap hari ini lebih indah dari semalam~~