Oh my August..

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Erm..hanya saya sendiri yang faham apa yang saya rasa.Bila rindu..i can't controll myself. Tears fall down,.again and again. If this what we call as a love..it's hurt me. It hurt my feeling. I really love him..and keep missing him when he's not around. Texting..but sometimes..line problem. God give me the best man that I wish will love me like I do. I want a guy that can teach me what is right and what is wrong. Spancer, I wish u know that u r truly deeply mean to me. U are my life now. Once u leave me, I am nothing. . This guy changed me a lot.. I've been matured and I'm starting to think what is life and what is love. Be my future and I'll be yours.. I really hope that God hear my prayer syg, I want the blessing from HIM to be sure that we are mean together. I give u my life..since u ask me to be ur gf..and right know..all is yours..my life and my future. Oh my God..I always pretend that I am OK,but the truth is..I'm weak when you are not with me. 6 days before our 4^th anniversary, how I wish you will be here on our special day. But that is what I call as impossible. You always leave me..but I have to face it because that is your job and I have to understanf your own responsibility.From year to year..but the tears still falling down when I miss u sweetheart. I miss u..